God give me strength.
Sometime's i really don't know what am i doing after losing everything i got. I thought it would be better w/o you. But i can't stop myself. I wish t hold you tight right now. I can't stop myself calling you .. Everyday i need to see you right infront of me, but we can't do things th same like we does last time. How wish t return t th past. Wakeup, prepared, eat together, headed work together, work together, end work together, inside transport held onto you and lean on your shoulder, supper together, home together, sleep together & even off days together. Everyday our routines. I miss that alot !! Argh! But it's my retribution . I can't say anything at all, it's me who request for breakup. I have no rights to, yes i should say that. Can't stop myself viewing your picture's. Slap myself ! I wish we can get back together again. But i know, you don't trust me anymore. Sighs. Seriously, i giveup on myself too. Yws, back to my side will you?