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2012-01-27T16:59:00.004+08:00

Happy CNY(:

Photo's uploade for CNY ! There's more, catch it at FB :D
USS photo's will be uploaded next :))

2012-01-12T07:00:00.002+08:00

Celebrate JL's birthday. HappyBirthday^^

Photo's meant to be everything uh..

2012-01-02T17:27:00.006+08:00

Let's have party for th last day of 2011!

Enjoyed myself w PP's during th last day of 2011 !!
Enjoyable. Fun. Memorable :)

2011-12-26T03:43:00.005+08:00

Photo's had uploaded for my BIRTHDAY !!

Late update's. 17dec which is also my birthday.. wahahaha! Celebration was fun. Overnight on 16 dec. and had mahjong session w coussie. and my ex colleagues called me while dey are working also. so sweet of them. hahs! & also thanks to those who smsed me. true heart sms is best. thou i had change number and alot of them don't have. but appreciated for those who send thru fb too :)

Actual day, was th last to wokeup as like a finally i can sleep latelate lehs. lols. so wakeup, prepared. off w meimei to whitesand to buy birthday cake & also brought a present for HH. So, headed back, i can say im rotting thru out. haha. BBQ time, i was taking care of babyjake. but awhile later i headed down t settle myself. lols. wait for brother to came and cut cake celebration. fun thru out. mostly i will stay another day, but i didnt. Peter kor fetch me to bugis. so i headed up to Huangchao first, drank a lil.. and sang. Got given a cake from AL, thanks.. after awhile headed to find HH and co's.

After discussion, we headed to Lavender foodcourt to have supper. Me, Chris, Steve, Weiming, Junlong, Junchong, Luther & george. U can imagine u are th only girl den dey kept talk MAN's thing. wahh, so uncomfortable. Lols. Home aftermaths anyway.

2011-12-13T02:50:00.001+08:00

WR's 21st Birthday.
Eventually tend to surprise him when th clock turns 12am! But failed. As my appt end till quite late. But still, Bro hope you enjoy yourself alright! I can see in future we two drink coffee and shake leg together already. Laughs :x

Recently i have no time at all to meet any of my friends seriously. But im still happy that i have th PP's all around me. Courage and strenght. Never fall because of a negative comments. Your future is in your hand and not others. Even family too. I overcome everything to fight for what i want to achieve and think positive and not to let my parents negative to make me fall. That's th matter of your determination & also power. If you can't even overcome everything, den pls, u don't suits to be suscess. As you can't even overcome a small lil things how u gonna overcome things when th things are big. Alright, i just wanna let everyone know, to strive for 3years & enjoy for 30yrs. U need to giveup lots of things. I can do it, why can't you?

During saturday, drinking session w Edwin's and co. Was ............... as im only girl there and th rest all guy. WTF -'- Lols. But luckily someone save me. Lols. Eventually, i think i need train back my drinking skills. Yes i should !!! & i think having you is great, we strive for our own business and let's enjoy in our future. Loveyou! Hehe..

Update when im freeeee again .. BYE!

2011-12-05T03:32:00.002+08:00

Im IN LOVE w tht night @ St.James.

Headed down tgt w Sist, Kenneth, Aaron, Esmond & Shaowei.
Met th rest over there & srly PH tht night was boring. Damn boring can!
Aft my business partner came, Bryan'Steve'Bjon. We headed to Dragonfly.
& there i should say FUN ttm! I never enjoyed before for so long plus i not really close w them.
But we play, we talk, we smoke.. we laugh tgt. dance tgt. FUN i should say. I wish there's a 2nd time agn!
I would like t say now, im doing a business right now. I wish everyone would support me.
U wanna have natural beauty appearance's? Srly i brought th product too. Power max. Love it!
& health? Everything also come lah. Regarding skins, apperance & health. come come come, i help u guys!
& if anyone wanna work w me, you're welcome too.

2011-11-30T02:32:00.002+08:00

Some's picture's that took @ Th Boozer Room. Nice chilling place.

Monday. Met sist during th late night. Headed to jurongpoint and chill at Starbuck. As was waiting for Nathan & Steve. But ended up we didn't met them. So next, as we alrdy planned meeting Xiaobai. So cabbed down t Purvis st. We chill up @ Th boozer room and have some beer. Left arnd 2plus and cabbed back to jurong. Had supper. Aft that, home sweet homed.

Tuesday. Met Sist and Xiaobai. Catch th movie "Th apple in my eye's". I watched thrice already. Lols. Aft th show, had dinnered @ Ajisen. As xiaobai left and we met Nathan. After dinnered. Sist headed home took her hp. While me and nathan brought icecream and eat. LOL. Walk over t Nathan place & watch "Bai se dk wad zhuang". Lols. Nice . Homed w sist aftermaths.

Today. Eventually i tend to rot at home whole day. Wokeup at arnd 3plus in th afternoon. Mum brought KFC for me. Supreme. Heh. Watch Mnet music award. One word t describe. Boring. Lols. After tht, eat dinner in between. Lols. Met Sist & Xiaobai after th show. Slacked. Home arnd 1plus.

Tmr gonna be another day. Town t meet up w Jiex6, introduce her abt my business w Steve. Aww. Shagged die. I love my new name created by *****... He said, since we call u Yui and u name yurself Xiaoruan. Why not u call yurself Yui Ruan Xinnyu. I was like, NICE! Lols. Okay. noob indeed. But i just love this name alot.. update done. ciaos~

2011-11-26T19:32:00.001+08:00

I miss how i look w/o makeup!!

Look much more innocent. Makeup = make face more cui = look older. Lol.

2011-11-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

MY NEW HAIR CUT. UPLOADED! CIAOS~

2011-11-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

New Job? Great. It's better than my expectation ^^

Never help Ken and George for their events planner job. As i think i will tired like hell. Apology.
Will help out if im not tired during my off days only :D Hehe! But still tired. Especially my LEG!
Anyw, thanks for th comment from my previous post. I will believe in myself. Thanks! Fighting!!
Ohyah, Baby was sweet. Brought me drinks and yogurt today, so touching. How sweet can baby be?
But quite worry abt baby jobscope. Hope's everything turns fine asap. Don't affect baby moods le.
I have nothing else better to post about. So... i need to cont watch my show & say BYEBYE :D

2011-11-10T21:55:00.001+08:00

Brought everything regarding my work der luh. Finally th day is here. Less than 24hrs for work.
Im still thinking what hairstyle should i do for my fringe. Maybe i iwll just let it swinging first.
If dey nag den i pin up? It's a better idea right? Lols. Im still wondering what should i do for it ._.

Love's is just way too sweet or should i say way too concern?
He always does it and never show it but can feel it and i will say out. he shy. LOL! Alright. it's a fake shy anyw. I love how we communicate. And it's much more better than my previous one alot. As for my previous one, i have no topic to talk t him. Either way too mature or way too childish. Don't know how to communicate. As for Love's, he just nice. He goes mature and childish th right time and he's not way too mature or childish. Th way he mixture his character is just nice. Its like a dish.

I need to close my eye's and have a rest soon.
But i can't bear leaving love's alone as he just ended his work lehzxc!
Alright. I guess acc him one more hr. If not we have th same working timing hard t talk also.
Ciaos~

2011-11-09T15:37:00.000+08:00

Photo's uploaded. There's 400++ photo's.
Not all uploaded. Find it in my fb 1st acc. Hah!

IM BACK IN SG! Which im not suppose to come back naozxc!!
Alright. I will agar agar say those days we did alright :) 6days trip @ 珠海;广州;香港;澳門!

Day 1. SG & 珠海(:
I didn't slept thru out as im was slacking my days w Junkang & Xiaohei. Well, headed home arnd 6plus. & prepared everything. Cab came arnd 9plus. Fetch my uncle & aunt. Off we headed t Changi airport. Had breakkie at Mac. Should have Hanns instead. Prepare & check in. Slept thru out, and wakeup for lunch & write some kuku stuff. Arrive Macau arnd 3plus. Bused t Zhu hai. And headed t my hotel, Guotai hotel. 5star hotel. Chio. Nice. Lols. Aft everything had dinner at some restuarant. We had our private room for 32 peoples! That's lots of people we had. Delicious. One person have 2 abalone to eat, and i ate 3bowls of rice. Paid. Off we headed for shopping. And massage aft shopping.

Day2. 珠海(:
Morning, wokeup had breakfast at lobby. Naise. I ate alot. Prepared off t wet market. Wtf ! It's freaking stinks like fuck. And people can just shit like tht. Wth -'- & th traffic there is in a MESS! Red light also just drive thru. Zebra crossing, they don't care got people anot. Sg, car scare people. But in china, is car or people also not scare of each other. They can just cross th road and don't even bother th car is banging t them anot. But we scare th car of cos. Lols. Aft everything, walk walk walk walk. Had Medi & Pedicure. For my lil finger's make something cute. Done my gel. For leg HOT PINK. Chio max. And i did my lashes & trim my eye brow. They trim eyebrow's fking pain i tell you. So slow like... zzz, kao ! Aft everything back and rest.

Day3.
I forget what i did for day 3. LOL!

Day4. 广州(:
Headed alot of place but forget th name & brought nothing beside a bag. Lols. Aft th trip back hotel and rest. Midnight wakeup go massage & hotel service for dinner. And K.O again.

Day5 & 6. 香港;澳門(:
Trip t HK is nothing much luh. Brought mahjong chips. LOL. & headed t macau for CASINO. i won i won. LOL. I headed t Venetian hotel. Which korean f4 at there shoot their show. Damn chio can !! I miss macau more. Lols.

I lazy to write all down seriously. Haha. & china gongcha for chocolate milktea is nice. Hk pure milktea is super sweet. And their gongcha not famous de. Is COMEBUY very famous. Zzz. For china their milktea is bitter one. Lols. weird hor. Its much more fun if w friends. While this 6days over there, been contacting Love's & Sera thru wadsapp! Miss them alot..

Starting work on friday. Change outlet to JP. HAPPY LA! NEARER. if not AMK i can die eh. Heh.
Off i go, update once i free again. Gng out meet my cliques for their gifts :D

2011-11-02T04:39:00.001+08:00

Last day in SG ~

Today will be my last day in SG! Will spam lots of picture's once im back in SG! Im so excited about my trip, thou im th only teens going. Laughs. Butbutbut, i just can't wait. Hand itchy, wanna gamble at macau liaozxc. Hehhehheh!

Ohyah, collected my uniform. They gimme all th smallest size clothes in their outlet. Funny mai. As dey tot im not tht small size. But ended up, all S! Lol. My top mostly size 38 fits me well. Now take size 35. Kao. Lol~ Ok, i don't dare t admit i grow skinner. As my weight still maintain th same. Lol. But seriously, their uniform and everything make me thinks that im gonna be woman in black. Zzz.

Aft my trip, 11th Nov 2011, 11am im gonna start work. 4 times double 11. Cool hur, gonna buy 4D. but conf won't zhong de loh. HAHAHA! Weird number somemore. Laughs. And once i think everyday need travel till AMK im half shagged. Th apartment at AMK not really nice either. Sighs. Amk ah amk >< Lol ! One thing good, got KOI n Gongcha t drink. Laughs~

But it's weird, lunch and dinner time why must takeaway lehzxc! Sian maxzxc! Sighs. Alright. I've nothing to say either. Im gonna enjoy my trip and start t pia my life t get back th things that belongs to me. D, wait for me! I'll prove to you, i fits t be it. Alright. BYEBYE!

2011-10-31T03:35:00.000+08:00

I had left you officially. Are you happy?
So eventually we didn't have a happy ending when i tot my last day i could texted you and say lots of things. & Maybe retrieve our r/s? Alright im a foolish person ever. You woo me, i rejected, you woo agn, i accepted.. Break i requested, patch you requested, now break i requested and now i wanna patch but i know it's impossible. Our r.s is full of drama. Seriously fucking dramatic. Lols.
Ended my last day over there is? QUARREL w you ._. Which i never ever think of that before. Sighs. I don't mind eneded up every blames is on me, im perfectly fine as i had resign & you have not.. I really wish we could sit down and settle everything but we will never be. I still remember you once said this t me :"Im always th ugliest & stupiest guy in your eyes". Actually you're not. I impossible let customer thinks that you're my boyf right? I need to keep our r/s quiet too while we are working. But it's seem th method i do, you dislike it. To me, everything is always NO. To me, you always so strict. To me, i always nothing perfect too. But to me, you always full of love & concern. Ways too good nor too bad. I don't know how t explain at all.
But from that day we quarrelled onwards. I will never expect myself to see you again & never i will return there again. I don't wish t see you anymore. I don't want t gain any love from you anymore. Thanks for everything. I will treat everything as a lesson & retribution. Goodbye my love, Yws.

2011-10-28T04:47:00.001+08:00

God give me strength.
Sometime's i really don't know what am i doing after losing everything i got. I thought it would be better w/o you. But i can't stop myself. I wish t hold you tight right now. I can't stop myself calling you .. Everyday i need to see you right infront of me, but we can't do things th same like we does last time. How wish t return t th past. Wakeup, prepared, eat together, headed work together, work together, end work together, inside transport held onto you and lean on your shoulder, supper together, home together, sleep together & even off days together. Everyday our routines. I miss that alot !! Argh! But it's my retribution . I can't say anything at all, it's me who request for breakup. I have no rights to, yes i should say that. Can't stop myself viewing your picture's. Slap myself ! I wish we can get back together again. But i know, you don't trust me anymore. Sighs. Seriously, i giveup on myself too. Yws, back to my side will you?

2011-10-24T01:31:00.000+08:00

A new blog created.. Im starting a new start:)

I'd created a new blog for my new start. It's start for a new beginning seriously.
I had work for 3months at my workplace. Overall is full of joys. But im leaving there soon.
It's kinda unbearable. But i need to further on w my new career & also my new start w my family.
Everything planned nicely & soon i can do things perfectly done fast & quick. Im in a rushing time.
Yes, i indeed feel much more better now aft ending my relationship w full of happiness and sadness.
I never regretted having him once and for all. Im glad enough to have him before too.
I can say his really a good guy but there's too much things behind that i didn't told him th facts.
Partly, i should leave him and really shouldn't let myself be his burden in th future at all.
Now i have to concentrate w th one i really need to hold on. I hope it's not too late at all. Bless me.

Oh yeah, pals im back to jurong already. It's time to meet out aft i left my company !
I really should need a break. Time for a break and enjoy for a time of period & wait for right time to enter my new company.
I can't wait for another 9days. Im leaving elsewhere for 7days. My burberry watch here i coming!!
Hahahaha! I will update often if i could. As i really need lottas spare time as today i took UPL so abit free as rotting @ home.
And i really have great friends around me, my baobao Seraphine & my brother Jonathan.
Never failed t be w me whenever im down. Yea, dey rocks my life you see. Laughs!

Okay, im ending here. I need a stick. Bye!
Lastly, i miss you D ...